Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Auras and Sythesthesia

Oh look it's philosophy post.

So this some how got on my brain today as I was working on an Aang painting for the lulz. I was musing to myself about the concept of auras and aural colors. Now my experiance with aural colors is quite limited; mostly delt with in passing with some friends or in rare cases discussed along with other topics of metaphysical origin. Here is my two cents on it.

Auras are obviously present in many living things duh. I believe it combiation of body electric radiation and raditation from qi/prana/lifeforce/whatever. In other words, it's an energy force field, it can recive and give energy and influnce others. Now aural colors and the color of your aura is something if an engmia. There are people that say your aura color is generate by your most dominant chakra point. So, red aural people are based on the root or muldrahara, yellow auras are from the manipura and blue auras are from the vishiuddha (and Katara would probably have orange aura and Aang violet or white :3). That is normally the general rule on aura colors. This has a good guide on auras and color and it's pretty interesting read.  

Now the fact that auras have color is normally agreed upon both the reiki community and the new age/psychic community. However, I and someone else tend to disagree on this. Aura colors are nice rule to have when energy working with someone and they are of a ugly muddy red meaning that they are pretty fucking pissed about something. Or a woman might have two aural glows signifying that she is with child (some don't believe this, but there are those that do) these are great indicators and helpful hints. However nothing in this world is that simple.

I believe auras don't really have color. Instead aural readers can't really read auras so their brains compensate but turning the energy into wavelengths that can be interpreated as color. Because of this I believe aura colors can be any color you want it to be. This compensation is what I like to call "Psychic Sythesthesia" our bodies can't really comprehend the information so our minds turn into something else that can be read. This sometimes causes a lot of misinformation, because we can twist the date into anything we want. Not to say this happens to everyone, there are some readers who's Psychic Sythesthesia can help process information and put it our into something that folks can understand. It's like a doctor saying "Well your leg is broken.." instead of saying "You have minor close fracture of the fibula" saying your "Aura is brown" might be a metaphore to "Clean your shit up." I don't believe it is accurate information on the person's over-all aural input, meaning it's color really discribes your mood and psychic talent, but it makes a nifty social tool to give out information.

Other sensory relays such as sound and touch are also Psychic Sythesthesia when it comes to auras since it's again, information being re-routed into something the mind could comprehend. That being said, anyone that believes that auras could be read in that fashion really needs to take such encounters from the these people with a grain of salt. Is your aura really a lovely shade of opaleance indigo with pale pink streaks, or is the hippy new age guy just after your twenty? I've been told my aura is red, indigo, white or purple, why the inconsistancy? Maybe my aura really has no color that humans can detect purely, or maybe the people telling me this is trying to look "special" and "powerful? Who can say?

Now auras can be read, not with touch and texture smell and sight but with simply knowing. Real aura readers don't do this bullshit of how pretty your aura is they can already tell your in a bad mood or pregnant or got that new job, but not by looking at it's color but reading posture, mood, and understand human empathy. A good aura reader doesn't really read auras it just understand how humans act and more or less is good at understanding patterns. Eventually to sucker in the stupid moms with their indigo brats and how much they take care and open their chakras and only eat pure all natural foods, a good people reader will eventually use aura reading and colors and discriptions to get some extra cash. They can't see shit, but any Willow Sunnyface who wants to know how raidant their aura is will certiantly buy his bullshit.

It sounds like our favorite werewolf doesn't buy the concept of psychic powers. While I do believe humans and read and sense energy (I can) I don't believe aura reading is too accurate because of mental misinformation. The concept on mediums though might be vaild, but thats case to case. If there was an medium in a haunted house who said "oh someone is here" and an EMF machine confirms the presents of a grey presense (a ghost) then yes the medium read the echoing energy and or footprint of whomever and science confimed it. However not all mediums can be vaildated, it depends on circumstances though when it come to ghost hunting. Who is the medium, what tools are there and how accurate the information is without giving anything to the medium? Mediums tend to give a living face to the energy there and thats probably why I am attracted to them. Is the information based on Psychic Sythesthesia? That is something I really can say since the energy can be read by machines and confirmed not senstive people. Maybe it is another form of brain mistranslating like bad japanese monster movie. 

Whatever the case is take things, with a grain of salt, I tend to be harsher and more skepical to psychic phenomenons since I am therian, and I hear this a lot from the communities. Eventually I start questioning to get facts straight. I questioned my identity for years, I am no stranger to rationality. I don't believe things in face value anymore. Therianthropy made me be honest and help me sort our truth from bullshit. 


So I will end this by saying that 
-People have amazing mental strength
-People are easily decived
-And Nothing is simple

Anne "the Bard" Cochran 

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Quantum Mechanics Soul identity and bagles

Well being a Tuesday normally I rant about Theriantropy or Autism. But I decided to be differant and rant about something else (Trans-post to Autistic Therian on Blogger BTW) 

Still on the same tangent, I'm talking about trans-soul, idenitity and all sorts of shit that really doesn't make sense and it's in the "Weird Sophic Shit" in my brain-files. For those out-there who know me, I idenify myself as a therian mostly with combination of Clinical Therianthropy and Spiritual Therianthropy. Translation:  wolf-souled of something similar that is manifested through an autistic brain. I believe if I wasn't autistic wired that my therianthropy would have been remained dormant or unseen. Thanks to having a mal-wired brain, I can actually observe therian behaviors. I don't want to lean strictly on C. Therianthropy because that would turn it into something akin to a disorder. However being a shaman, turning it into something fully spiritual discredits a lot of the autie tie-ins. Like my pacing which could be lupine since wolves pace when they are bored. But it also falls into the weird autie spot too. It also makes it less real and even fluffy. 

Now looking to other ideas about another part of me. I'm sorta questioning something else. Being also a celestial, though that primarly dormant. I am starting to consider a few options and ideas.

One is that I am poly-souled. I have a wolfhuman soul and a celestial one. Since the celestial feels seprate from the wolf I am not going to say that I am one of those therians that have wings attached to a wolf body because I don't. C. Lupus Arctos, is just C. Lupus Arctos. Since that awaked first that probably going to be my primary and the one that I am most blended too. Whatever the celstial is I am not sure. 

Another concept is it might be one of the following:

  • Walk in of some kind when I was in Centerburg
  • An Avian therioside that has awakened and is Sun/Contheriopic. 
  • Metaphores. 

The first idea is that it's a walkin that showed up when I was in centerburg since thats when the wings were manifesting. However I ruled out it when it's been over four years and if it was walkin it would have left at year two or sooner. I crossed out avian since I haven't been exbiting bird/bat behaviors. The metaphore idea is still out there but since I have some form of freedom and happily married I really don't think it's a need to be free.

So right now the idea that I have celestial soul that manfiest not though my autism which C. Lupus Arctos but though experiances like biking which mimics flight and thunderstorms. Because it's purely spiritual not earthly, it manisfesting though my autism probably unconclusive and not really possible.

There is also the idea that it isn't celestial but something like a phoenix or dragon. Not earthly but not really pseudo-divine. Whatever it is might be distinctly male. Which might explain my bi-gender identity. However C. Lupus Arctos could be a male too however I feel it's more neutral or female-neutral at least .The celestial could be male though. Or have male energy. 

Well I hope this helps me in a way that explains shit....


 

 



Friday, November 28, 2008

One thing I will never regret.

As Yule is come next month and passing of Thanksgiving I am feeling a little more aware now(Must be the turkey)

Religion wise I am starting to lean to Asatru, mostly because of Larry Camp who was good friend and an unexcepected teacher. Hopefully I would learn more about faith before I make any commitments to it. From what I know and read as of late, it seems to a faith based on the Old Ways, and family. Since my deep nature as a wolf is to have a pack, find this Path to fill that need. Hopefully when I get into Yule/Mother's Night party I will have bigger understanding. Though core-wise I will always be a "shamanic" person....discovering as of late that I am naturally attuned to the spirit-world/otherworld/whatever. I decided to dig more into. Nate gave me this link to study up on Nordic Shamanism. I am firm believer in Truth Seeking, I think All-Father Odin would agree. 

As for the hunk of this essay is more on the concept of "Giving back" and the pagan community. As someone who was once a Christian and a firm believer, I won't regret the summers I spent in Mexico. Missionary work isn't something to be wholey demonized by the secular/Pagan/whatever communities. Missionaries are not what people think they are, at least what I was. I was passionate about my faith years ago. But I shared more food, than scripture, I gave water to the stray dogs and spent hours in the hot sun building houses, in Baja I helped and played with orphaned and abandoned children. I read them pages from the story I was writting. I did my duty not as Christian really since even then even though I was believe I never cared about evanglizing.  But my duty as a child of the earth, as a child of Gaia. After all aren't the  starved children of shanty-towns both in Mexico, the US and everywhere else, aren't they children of the Earth Mother too? Shouldn't our responsbilty to the Earth Mother, be more than ecology and taking care of her? But her offspring too? How many of those practicing pagans out there say they have ever fed a homeless man, or gave medicine to a sick child? 

Many Christians out there are shameless hypocrits. They forgotten the bigger picture and become ego-centric, caring more for themselves. Christians fucked up a good effing portion of the world, or rather the Christo-centric egotism when God doesn't give a rat-ass about the Muslim woman who got raped in downtown, or the gay man who was beated down by skinheads. But it was they who started hospitals, schools, places like "The Salvation Army." At least a few are doing the right thing. I wish their dead-brained, "brothers and sisters" took their lead at least did something except pray to Jesus for MOAR MONEY. 

Pagans and other faiths have their own food banks, and charity drives. I know that, I just wish more pagans will stop A) demonizing missionary work and B) Do better than the Christians. If we are better than the hypocrites...

Prove it. 

NightStorm

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

The issues with Clinical Therianthropy

So I have return to the Werelist (because I am that much of a maschosit) it's on a new fourm but it works anyway moving on.

I've been looking at this post recently and this one as well and I've been thinking?
"Ok so you believe therianthropy to be more of pyscho-neuro issue than something akin to shamanism? Ok fine. Question is? What makes you different the people taking 150 mgs of anti-pyschotics?

The thing that bugs me the most is that people that think that it's "one or the other" tend to ignore the conquences of thinking in one-persective. Thinking it's too spirtual makes it seem more like witchcraft and shamanism and looses touch of the tangiblity of being an animal in human skin thinking too mental, and you turn into a diganosis.

It never "One or the other" it's not that simple. People can't purely clinical or I'll be reconmending medication. Too spiritual makes it seem like a joke. Jesus people, have you heard of the Middle Road. I can be both you know?

Maybe this just be irriated because I don't think my celestial side is a manifestation of being over medicated as child and being autistic.

NightStorm

Saturday, November 8, 2008

A is for Apathy..

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Damn today was nasty. Just metorlogicly speaking at least. It was soggy cold and just nasty.


Saw Mel my job coach, we went over SS stuff kinda nervous but hopeful this is would be a good thing. Still I am getting mix feelings about this


Rational!Anne: Face it, we need the money and with about a 25% chance of ever getting a stable job. We can't go HO HUM something will happen. We've looked for work for over a year it's time to look at other options. This looks promising with this we can help Pat and hopefully don't worry about mom bailing us out.

Guilty!Anne: But, do you think we should do all of this? Are you just being lazy? Couldn't you work harder? We shouldn't give up we need to keep trying to hold to our independance. WORK ANNE!!

Bitter/Apathetic!Anne: Whatever. I guess at the inteview I have to act retardely Autistic. That should be easy right. Nice job dipshit, get SS and you can kiss the idea that you are independant girl good bye



I'm going through with it. But I still feel "Meh" over all. I don't know how everyone is going to take this as well as my father. My husband is supporting me through this. Thank gods


In other news: GUESS WHO BIKED FOUR MILES FOR FUCKING ART SUPPIES

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I am awesome that is all...now to convince Patrick of some much needed intimate time.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Like a blind man in an art gallery

For those who are reading GOS's Avatar Rebirth totally knew what happened. We got fucking led on.

This half-brilliant half-retarded scheme of GOS was lead on the readers both with art and comic that Aori was the avatar. TURNS OUT IT'S BULLSHIT?! Senshi is the avatar. WTF?! D:<

This was met with more WTFing from me then everyone one else who are all like "WATS GOIN' ON GOS?!?!" *face palm* More so that she and her BG artist(who has very little to with the story) Jump on my ass when I asked. "WTF ARE YOU PULLING" -.- down girls down. HOW DARE I BE PUZZLED HOW DARE I!

Anyway the comic is really going to go down hill. I liked Aori thats why I read it. But Senshi can DIAF. He's fucking STU. A BLINDING ephiphet of "BG Artist" fucking love for ZUKO. Senshi=Avatar Zuko. Pacing is totally not doing it for me. Expecially since GOS sorta bullshitted the fans. Also her characters are starting to be predicable. Give it the rest of chapter 2 before I remove GOS from my friends list and wash my eyes out in bleach.

as she whined before when I wasn't glorifying her. "If you don't like my comic Leave" Will do if it sucks anymore.

Nightstorm

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Plot lemurs attack!

I totally blame Abney Park for this. The song "Airship pirate" gave me a plot bunny which has been breeding all last night and I got the best idea to write a fic with Avatar Yangchen (the former air avatar)

So far the working title is called "The Fall of the Elohiem" but I also like "Martyr"

Here is the conversation I had with Pete about it on AIM
This song
SoloBWolf (10:29:54 PM): Wants me to do a fic with war bisons
PeterChameleon (10:30:14 PM): Now, that'd be a unique take. XD I'd like to see it!
SoloBWolf (10:30:37 PM): Like a gang of rouge Air Carvaners that kinda act like Avatarish Sky Pirates
PeterChameleon (10:32:51 PM): Y'know, bad guy airbenders...that actually would be original..
PeterChameleon (10:33:39 PM): Airship pirates...man, this song makes me think of Tailspin...
SoloBWolf (10:34:14 PM): They detach themselves from the Air Nomad culture and use bison like big ass Carriers and gliders as fighers
PeterChameleon (10:35:52 PM): Hmm...wonder how you could write that story. It'd have to be an OC story
SoloBWolf (10:36:10 PM): Well I was thinking it would be set in Avatar Yangchen's time
SoloBWolf (10:36:22 PM): and the main villian would be her older brother
SoloBWolf (10:36:34 PM): Oh damn
SoloBWolf (10:36:41 PM): the plot bunny
SoloBWolf (10:36:47 PM): it's breeding
PeterChameleon (10:39:53 PM): XD DO IT
PeterChameleon (10:40:01 PM): People will so read that
SoloBWolf (10:40:07 PM): Her older brother was cast out the temple along with other benders he's sorta has "lucifer" complex think he should be in charge of the Temples and more progressive. Thus he and many others were thought start massive faction and cause splitting of the culture or somethign like that so he and many others were shunned. So he the men that followed him ralley like minded Airbenders and even a few waterbenders and made some Firebender allies and started doing some shitty but with good attentions. His little sister Yangchen steps in to solve this but she doesn't know what to do...except assinate her brother
SoloBWolf (10:41:23 PM): Oh this is gonna need to be written down
PeterChameleon (10:42:03 PM): Dude, I'd read that
PeterChameleon (10:42:10 PM): That could possibly be epic
SoloBWolf (10:42:48 PM): Mean from what we've seen
SoloBWolf (10:43:00 PM): Yangchen seems to have no regrets on what she did...so it seems
SoloBWolf (10:43:09 PM): She probably killed someone
PeterChameleon (10:43:23 PM): What was her advice to Aang?
PeterChameleon (10:45:03 PM): "Here is my wisdom for you. Selfless duty calls you to sacrifice your own spiritual needs and do whatever it takes to protect the World."
PeterChameleon (10:45:07 PM): ...so I could buy that
SoloBWolf (10:45:44 PM): Oh man thar would be perfect
SoloBWolf (10:45:53 PM): I got a name for the "hero"
PeterChameleon (10:46:13 PM): And it'd actually be different, for once. Having the bad guy be the Air Nomads
SoloBWolf (10:46:30 PM): But here is the thing
PeterChameleon (10:46:34 PM): Not sure if I said it earlier, but the only thing that irritated me about the fan comic you showed me was the fact the Fire Nation were the bad guys again
SoloBWolf (10:46:37 PM): HE THINKS HE DOING SOMETHING GOOD
SoloBWolf (10:46:50 PM): HE NOT THE BAD GUY
PeterChameleon (10:47:08 PM): GRAY GUYS ARE FUN, TOO XD


So the Main guy is going to be named Kridha...it looks so epic right now anyone like idea of a Airbender Sky Pirates?